I know that some of you all might not understand why I cant join youth dance this year. Currently my life is flooded with work (as the expection is higher than my previous post and no mistake is allowed). It is my everyday rice bowl that I can't afford to lose it. We are not rich, I mean in term of materialism. We cant afford maid, therefore we use our very limited time at home to clean our laundry and house, which is a real mess recently. Moreover we have very limited manpower to help temple. I'm just one of the fools to take up the duty which I dont have much experience in dealing and communicating with a group of Angels... haha :). I am not a born dancer, therefore I used quite a lot of my time to figure out the movement and formation. I am not a good communicator, therefore I used my lunchtime or sometimes at work "tou tou" sms to angels' parent/guardians and choir group member. I dont feel good for doing that too. When HK is on stand by, ppl will tend to look for me the saturday night class arrangement. Youth group is our future hope, but adults are the backstage supporters. Without them, there is NO us! Therefore we need to look after their welfare too... :) In the past, I dont know my limit. But now I know where is my bottleneck. Even though I cant join, but my spirit is with you all. I shall wait till one day you all can grow up and stand up stronger.
Even though life is very busy now, but i feel happy and it is a wonderful and meaningful life! With the shower of love and protection from my family member and friends, buddhas and bodhisatvas, Maitreya and God, I felt happy and grateful that I can breathe freely and work harder and harder everyday. Jia You loh.... !!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment